Depression is stupid and not a thing that makes me a better writer. One time I went a whole year without writing and I stayed in bed and drank. Fuck your Bukowskisms. I want sunlight and love and running down some street I’ve never been on where it’s warm and cool at the same time and I’m smiling. I want nothing to ever be bad again- and I don’t mean that I want a life free of conflict, I mean that I want a life free of meaningless conflict. Not being able to will oneself to take a shower or leave the house is meaningless. There is nothing to be gained, no lesson to be learned from that kind of life. My heart is stale, my prose is stale. Give me fire if you want to hurt me. Give me something I can taste. There’s nothing romantic or mysterious about where I am. There’s nothing here worth holding onto.
I think i might have a mild case of shingles and i can’t see my doctor til next week.
Mary Elizabeth & Maxine Anastasia photographed by Lucia O’Connor-McCarthy
This is absolutely terrifying to me.
"Why Does No One Care About My Sad Dick?" - Chuck Palahniuk
"Why Do All These Mysterious and Magical Women Love My Sad Dick?" - Haruki Murakami
"When two separate events occur simultaneously pertaining to the same object of inquiry we must always pay strict attention!"
- Special Agent Dale Cooper
Twin Peaks to return to TV on Showtime or Netfix as 8 episode run written by Lynch/Frost directed by Lynch. Possible announcement Monday. #rumor
Nickname: milly and other weird nicknames which won’t make sense to anyone not in my immediate family
Birthday: 24 november
Sexuality: not sure tbh
Time zone: GMT +12
What time and date is it here: 4th of october 1.28pm
Average hours of sleep: it depends. anywhere from 6 to 8 hours (if i’m lucky)
Last thing I googled was: side effects for a certain medication
Most used phrase: i say like a lot. sorry not sorry
First word that comes to mind: i’m going to copy jo and say fuzzy
What I last said to a family member: i asked my mum if she wanted to see gone girl with me
One place that makes me happy and why: i’m not sure. i usually feel better surrounded by nature as trite as that sounds
How many blankets I sleep under: 2
Favourite beverage: coffee
Last movie I watched in cinema: guardians of the galaxy. i didn’t think it was that good and i paid way too much to see it
Three things I can’t live without: family, the internet (i hate to admit it) and all forms of media (see what i did there)
Something I plan to learn: maybe java programming. i think it’s a useful skill to know
Advice for my followers: sometimes it’s better to try something and fail than not do something out of fear of failure and regret it later
You all have to listen to this song: chelsea jade - night swimmer
tagging anyone who wants to do this
When men imagine a female uprising, they imagine a world in which women rule men as men have ruled women.
It’s been apparent to me for a while that most men can’t really imagine “equality.” All they can imagine is having the existing power structure inverted.
I cannot decide whether this shows how unimaginative they are, or shows how aware they must be of what they do in order to so deeply fear having it turned on them. (via lepetitmortpourmoi)
"Most men can’t really imagine “equality.” All they can imagine is having the existing power structure inverted." (via misandry-mermaid)
Okay, so you’re probably going, “Is this like a Noxzema commercial or what?” But seriously, I actually have a way normal life for a teenage girl.
Mentally ill people are not the problem. Inaccessible, unaffordable health care is a problem. Stigma is a problem. Lack of treatment is a problem. Lack of understanding is a problem. Lack of compassion is a problem. Not taking people seriously is a problem. Lack of honest conversation and open dialogue is a problem. Using jails as a housing facility for mentally ill persons is a problem. Do you understand me. Mentally ill people are not a problem.